Wednesday, May 30, 2012



Pierre Balmain sequin dress
£459 -

Oasis shell top
£32 -

Balmain biker jacket
$4,440 -

Carine Gilson cami
$504 -

7 For All Mankind denim skinny jeans
£215 -

Wildfox Couture skimmer shoes
$146 -

Celestina clutch handbag
£525 -

Isabella fiore handbag

Apt. 9 feather earrings
$7.20 -

Tom ford sunglasses
£153 -

Hair accessory
£204 -

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

by feel

this burning in my ears this buzzing in my eyes
even my nose can't smell gauged inside so i'd look better?
and there's no one to touch
you told me not to write any more poems about you
but its hard when the child has half your face
and half mine
and poetry is the only sense i have left

my heart so damaged its like carrying around a teacup
hairline cracks can't wait to break
i get up from the table in the restaurant
careful careful not to fall apart
no one notices my white jeans
not one of these men says, you look nice
why do i care?
stumble to the ladies room not drunk i just can't see

my daughter's skin is like milkpearls and she wishes the veins didn't show through
an old woman hated on for wearing a bikini at the beach
of course i feel trapped by my body of course i want
someone to comfort it

how many men really loved me when they came inside
i only need one more who does
if i could only love him too

i'll take a giant this time with a library ascending to the ceiling
a jacaranda tree, some shelves of oddities
and a broken tea set
we'll sit around at night and mend it in the dark with words,
by feel

Jessica Kaplan 1978-2003

Jessica Kaplan 1978-2003

Pierre Balmain sequin dress
£459 -

Chanel wool jacket
£785 -

Pierre Balmain cotton vest
£209 -

Dolce gabbana
£281 -

Pierre Balmain white jeans
€895 -

True Religion short shorts
€219 -

Christian Louboutin high heels
$845 -

RED Valentino shoulder handbag
$484 -

Chanel mini bag

Ray-Ban wayfarer sunglasses
$140 -